I don’t normally think in terms of “decorating my page,” or making it cute or pretty. Not that there is anything wrong with that. It just isn’t how I think when I scrapbook.
Instead, I tend to focus on my story. How can I express what I feel, think, or remember about this photo or experience?
I love to tell my story through symbolism and design. And to know how to do that, I usually work out my journaling in the beginning. That way I know what my story is.
Journal Before You Design
I don’t mean to make this a “rule.” It definitely isn’t imperative for great layouts. But it can help you know where to start when it comes to the colors, papers, and even the design concepts you choose to work with.
Here is the journaling for this layout, which I featured in Episode 9 of the Paperclipping Video Podcast:
You Swallowed Your Bitter Pill.
And I’m not just talking about the yellow pill you swallow morning and night, although that is a lot in and of itself.
I experience emotional overwhelm when I remember all the times you just can’t get it down; when I have to refill your glass for the second time and the disintegrating powder is all over your tongue, even your face and hands.
But you keep trying, sometimes until the pill is tiny and you finally swallow it. We cheer every time!
I am actually thinking of the bigger pill, though. The pill of Seizure Disorder.
Epilepsy.
When you began having seizures in June you were so brave. Test after test, your outlook on life is always optimistic.
Whenever I sit you down to prepare you for something difficult, you get excited about the new change and you squeal, “This is going to be great!”
And I just can’t believe it, although it happens every time.
I am so proud of you.
Color and Symbolism Are Great Story-Tellers
On the one hand, my journaling points me to the cold, dark place of seizures, multiple medical tests, and difficult pill-swallowing. Too much, in my opinion, for a little girl.
On the other hand, the journaling highlights Trinity’s positive attitude and unusual ability to find an exciting adventure in each new trial or change.
I chose a cold blue to reflect the difficult experience, and a warm yellow to communicate a bright outlook.
The patterned paper, with blossoms growing on an otherwise barren winter tree, reminded me of my daughter’s ability to be happy at dark moments.
Next time you begin to scrapbook a particularly emotional event, first think about the idea you want to communicate. Then look through your products for colors and symbols that can help tell that story for you.
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Your Bitter Pill
12 x 12 layout
Products used: Cardstock (Bazzill Basics Paper); Patterned paper (Basic Grey, Creative Imaginations, other source unknown); Stamps and ink (Stampin’ Up); Rub-on (K.I. Memories); Letter stickers and pen (Creative Memories); Staples.
















